(VERY BAD LANUAGE.....)

BEFORE YOU READ: IM REALLY TRULY GRATEFUL TO THE FRIENDS WHO HAVE STUCK BY ME THIS YEAR IVE BEEN ON..I TRULY APPRECIATE IT..I REALLY DO xxx
IF YOUR UPSET WITH ME I UNDERSTAND...I JUST WANT THE TRUTH..I DONT WANT HATRED BEHIND FAKE HAPPINESS TOWARDS ME...AND AGAIN IM SORRY FOR THE THINGS THAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ...

you might be thinking oh hear she goes again...well guess fucking what..im a 17 girl whos abit fucked up in the head because shes seen shit and has been through shit that seriously fucks you up in the head...and ya know what i dont give a fuck..there are many people like me, who have regrets and wishes that they could change something..or everything...
ive forgiven my self for all the mistakes in my past ive made..ive put all that behind me.. but ya know, maybe im still a child in my head..thats why im always acting childish..but im not..im thinking more clearly then ever...judge me as you wish..but i wont ever judge you for who you are...

i know i was supposed to be happy.


im trying to change and this isnt meant to be offensive to anyone..
just tell me what you think about me n what needs improving.

Right...ive been very in active recently and theres many a reason..which i cant be arsed to explain, when i come back i get the cold shoulder from a few people...what-the-fuck-have-i-done-?.com

i do care about my friends! (you guys!) I REALLY DO!

i fucking hate it when someone wont tell me whats wrong with them as when its me their pissed at..i know im shit at keeping up to date with things and seeing if everyones okay and seeing how everyones improving ..im sorry about that... which ive noticed peeps are only faving or not faving at all...is my artwork going bad? is it to get back at me? please tell me

im currently working on requests, whilst playing on gears of war and reading skulduggery pleasant. And being obsessed with death note.

i am fucking annoyed with life as it is and with myself..i cant find a bastarding job. which i really need to help digi out! ive lost the ability to draw, which i have requests to do! and all in all, i feel distant from most my friends...coz im not on and dont talk to you doesnt mean ive fallen out with you! ill try and get online to talk, but i aint making promises, though ill be on alot nah

IM SORRY FOR THIS BAD RANT AND THE THINGS IVE SAID ARE QUITE HURTFUL..BUT IM ANGRY, AND IM ANGRY, I START TO SPEAK MY MIND...

TESCO lmao!
hey you get a fair bit and its gonna be awesome





Well ive been on here for a year now, and i felt well. i might as well hold a contest.

yep a dragon contest, one of my personal favourites and many others aswell.IT WONT BE BASED ON DRAWING TECHNIQUE, BUT HOW CREATIVE THE IDEA ACTUALLY IS! IT CAN BE A DRAGON CROSSED WITH 1 OR MORE THINGS!
eg. cloud strife dragon. spyro...

the rules are simple:
- NOTE ME if you want to join there are unlimited spaces
- the contest starts on my birthday (11th june) and ends on august 31st.
- you are free to enter at anytime.
- you may enter one of your characters if you like, but it cant be a piece already made, it has to be something new.
- i will give some more time if needed, but only if theres quite a few people, and if there arent many.
- the prizes are for the 5 - 10 winners ive chosen. and a gift for all who joined in
- THE PRIZES MAY VARY AS I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY'LL BE YET, MOST LIKELY A DRAWING.

so if ya wanna join your free to join
REMEMBER be creative and have fun!


CONTESTANTS:
1)

2)

3)

4)

5)















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REQUESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the requests are being done! god i missed ya! omg its been a few month eh?
i hope your all okay and have had great b'days. speaking of which mines this thursday! 11th june anyway for those whos b'days ive missed, would you like a request?

REQUESTS:
- tmc, yours is being made into a short project
- kairiart, im working on your birthday request
- keystars, even though you didnt ask, when you said it it gave me an idea
- sorika,the soraXriku request is being redone but its gonna be awesome!
-bughadedo - sora and spyro meeting char!

WELCOME BACK TO EVERYONE ELSE THATS BEEN AWAY!
im gonna be happy from now on and anyone who needs my help, im all ears and eyes of course XD


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anyways have a good week x



---------->
lolz
sexual sora is mine XD
randy rikus is soph's XD

we'll get em soph >=3

The pact MINE + YOURS
================================================================

THE NEW EXTRACT IS ABOVE^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

IT IS BELOW DAT FING SAYING MY ARTWORK AND REQUESTS TO COMES---------------------------------------------------->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>INFO ON THE
===================================================
PLEASE JOIN THIS AWESOME SPYRO CLUB!!!!!

---><---

ITS AN AWESOME AN IS PERFECT FOR ALL YOU SPYRO FANS THEY GET THE LASTEST NEWS ON THE SPYRO GAMES AND OTHER RELEASES..THEY HAVE MANY FRIENDLY FACES..AND A VERY FRIENDLY PERSON WHO RUNS THE CLUB..SO PLEASE JOIN AND HELP MAKE THIS CLUB GET MANY FANS!
========================
THE HALF DRAGON WILL BE HITTING YOU TUBE !
=================================================
PLEASE ANYONE WHO HAS ME ON THEIR FRIENDSLIST AND I DONT HAVE THEM ON MINE, PLEASE LET MEH KNOW, ITS DUE TO THE FACT IVE NOT REALISED UNTIL KNOW.
==================================================
dont forget ya all awesome artists in what you do whether drawing, poetry etc ya all rock!
------------------------------
omg thankyou so much to for
subscribing me for a birthday prezzie!
your so kind ^^
--------------------
anyways thanks to for letting meh know, they are offically gonna bring out kingdom hearts in 3 or 4 years time.

they dont know whether its gonna be on all gaming platforms but it might be ^_^

----------------------
which country do ya live in? ( just tell me which one and ill add it in, if ya want ^_^

UK







SINGAPORE


USA







AUSTRALIA




IRELAND


ROMANIA


CANADA



NEW YORK



ITALY



MEXICO

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im asking for peoples birthdays when yours?
birthdays

JANUARY
-8th
-13th
:Cyndersbrother:- 18th
-24th
FEBRUARY
-9th
-19th
-21st
-26th
MARCH
-16th
APRIL
-9th
-10th
-11th
-17th
MAY
-14th
-17th
- 26th
-23rd
JUNE
-11th
-19th
JULY
- 3rd
-26th
AUGUST
- 2nd
-11th
SEPTEMBER
-5th
-25th
OCTOBER
- 5th
-28th
-30th
NOVEMBER
-22nd
- 20th
DECEMBER
-15th
- 22nd

me and have been having a chat on the matter of the kingdom hearts 3! because they might not be bringing it out, because of people not buying ps3's.
we would be glad for your suppport. please go to soras profile link , click on the journal, and say you want to join^^ thanks for all ya help^^ if ya helped XD

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PEEPS WHO ARE AWESOME FRIENDS(THEY DONT GO IN ANY FRIENDSHIP ORDER)AND BRILLIANT ARTISTS:akaaka
::::::::iconspyroflamesredbum:::iconcynder-and-spyro-faniconalexsangirl:::aka:

:icongrishmisha:

clubs im in

just a quick note..:since ive come back ive noticed, that some peeps feel that others have only added em for their artwork...i know its the point of dev art but, wrong, its not. im on here and i add people because i wanna be their friend, i want to view their artwork because you are all talented artists, as cheesey as this sounds i dont care im speaking my mind. guys and gals. im on here and i add you because of you. your personality.
when your upset i wanna help, i know i cant talk but i dont care im more concerned for others than my self. i wanna be there for you through things that you need help with. i dont care on whether, you draw or write poems, because i know that that piece of work is gonna be pretty god damn amazing.
so please, dont feel im only adding you for your artwork, coz im not. i may sound like im obessed, but im not. and theres nothing wrong with that. i just dont wanna see people being hurt and left to suffer in silence, because your not alone, you never will be, no matter what life will through at you. you may say im lying but let me give you a reality check, i aint lying. im speaking my mind.

how are you all? its so great to hear from you all again
ive recently in my abscene been on a hunt to find new info, as to which peeps may or may not know about yet:

DISSIDIA:FINAL FANTASY (psp)- its gonna be gurd!!!!!

CLOUD BLACK PS3!!! COMPLETE WITH ADVENT CHILDREN BLU RAY
(film has extra footage and loads more stuff!)

Spyro film christmas 2009 - cant wait

Skulduggery pleasant - yep their bringing it out! and in live action

(uk) walking with dinosaurs at M.E.N ARENA - cant wait!

Kingdom hearts 3 - been comfirmed it is coming out, but 3-4 years time..
i dont know what platform. maybe ps3

REQUESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the requests are being done! god i missed ya! omg its been a few month eh?
i hope your all okay and have had great b'days. speaking of which mines this thursday! 11th june anyway for those whos b'days ive missed, would you like a request?

REQUESTS:
- tmc, yours is being made into a short project
- kairiart, im working on your birthday request
- keystars, even though you didnt ask, when you said it it gave me an idea
- sorika,the soraXriku request is being redone but its gonna be awesome!
-bughadedo - sora and spyro meeting char!

WELCOME BACK TO EVERYONE ELSE THATS BEEN AWAY!
im gonna be happy from now on and anyone who needs my help, im all ears and eyes of course XD


==============================================
anyways have a good week x



---------->
lolz
sexual sora is mine XD
randy rikus is soph's XD

we'll get em soph >=3

The pact MINE + YOURS
================================================================

THE NEW EXTRACT IS ABOVE^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

IT IS BELOW DAT FING SAYING MY ARTWORK AND REQUESTS TO COMES---------------------------------------------------->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>INFO ON THE
===================================================
PLEASE JOIN THIS AWESOME SPYRO CLUB!!!!!

---><---

ITS AN AWESOME AN IS PERFECT FOR ALL YOU SPYRO FANS THEY GET THE LASTEST NEWS ON THE SPYRO GAMES AND OTHER RELEASES..THEY HAVE MANY FRIENDLY FACES..AND A VERY FRIENDLY PERSON WHO RUNS THE CLUB..SO PLEASE JOIN AND HELP MAKE THIS CLUB GET MANY FANS!
========================
THE HALF DRAGON WILL BE HITTING YOU TUBE !
=================================================
PLEASE ANYONE WHO HAS ME ON THEIR FRIENDSLIST AND I DONT HAVE THEM ON MINE, PLEASE LET MEH KNOW, ITS DUE TO THE FACT IVE NOT REALISED UNTIL KNOW.
==================================================
dont forget ya all awesome artists in what you do whether drawing, poetry etc ya all rock!
------------------------------
omg thankyou so much to for
subscribing me for a birthday prezzie!
your so kind ^^
--------------------
anyways thanks to for letting meh know, they are offically gonna bring out kingdom hearts in 3 or 4 years time.

they dont know whether its gonna be on all gaming platforms but it might be ^_^

----------------------
which country do ya live in? ( just tell me which one and ill add it in, if ya want ^_^

UK







SINGAPORE


USA







AUSTRALIA




IRELAND


ROMANIA


CANADA



NEW YORK



ITALY



MEXICO

--------------------------
im asking for peoples birthdays when yours?
birthdays

JANUARY
-8th
-13th
:Cyndersbrother:- 18th
-24th
FEBRUARY
-9th
-19th
-21st
-26th
MARCH
-16th
APRIL
-9th
-10th
-11th
-17th
MAY
-14th
-17th
- 26th
-23rd
JUNE
-11th
-19th
JULY
- 3rd
-26th
AUGUST
- 2nd
-11th
SEPTEMBER
-5th
-25th
OCTOBER
- 5th
-28th
-30th
NOVEMBER
-22nd
- 20th
DECEMBER
-15th
- 22nd

me and have been having a chat on the matter of the kingdom hearts 3! because they might not be bringing it out, because of people not buying ps3's.
we would be glad for your suppport. please go to soras profile link , click on the journal, and say you want to join^^ thanks for all ya help^^ if ya helped XD

--------------------------
PEEPS WHO ARE AWESOME FRIENDS(THEY DONT GO IN ANY FRIENDSHIP ORDER)AND BRILLIANT ARTISTS:akaaka
::::::::iconspyroflamesredbum:::iconcynder-and-spyro-faniconalexsangirl:::aka:

:icongrishmisha:

clubs im in

HELLO!

first, happy birthday to everyones ive missed in my absence, im really really sorry and to make up for you can have a drawing of your choice

speaking of which:
- tmc, yours is being made into a short project
- kairiart, im working on your birthday request, and anyone else please please remind me!

right: im really sorry for my absence, i should've been online sooner but couldnt D:< it sucked not talking to everyone T_T but im here now! and ive got 5886 deviations to look at + 1131 messages to see

god you guys have all got some fantastic work from what ive seen, so expect aload of comments from me XD coz im evil >:3 and i love all your work
im cheesy but i dont care! its true your all great!

WELCOME BACK TO EVERYONE ELSE THATS BEEN AWAY!
im gonna be happy from now on and anyone who needs my help, im all ears and eyes of course XD

and omg, i read about the swine flu! and all the things happening all over omg is everyone okay??!!

oh an tmc, your requested drawin is being made into a piece of animation
and me n jack are still working on halfdragon we'll get there, nearly finished even though we aint even started properly
==============================================
anyways have a good week x



---------->
lolz
sexual sora is mine XD
randy rikus is soph's XD

we'll get em soph >=3

The pact MINE + YOURS
================================================================

THE NEW EXTRACT IS ABOVE^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

IT IS BELOW DAT FING SAYING MY ARTWORK AND REQUESTS TO COMES---------------------------------------------------->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>INFO ON THE FOLLOWING MY ARTWORK AND REQUESTS TO COME:

REQUESTS:
-
A NOTICE ABOUT YOUR REQUESTS. RIGHT..
===================================================
PLEASE JOIN THIS AWESOME SPYRO CLUB!!!!!

---><---

ITS AN AWESOME AN IS PERFECT FOR ALL YOU SPYRO FANS THEY GET THE LASTEST NEWS ON THE SPYRO GAMES AND OTHER RELEASES..THEY HAVE MANY FRIENDLY FACES..AND A VERY FRIENDLY PERSON WHO RUNS THE CLUB..SO PLEASE JOIN AND HELP MAKE THIS CLUB GET MANY FANS!
========================
THE HALF DRAGONN COMIC MAY NOT BE HITTING YOU TUBE FOR A YEAR NOR DEV ART
=================================================
PLEASE ANYONE WHO HAS ME ON THEIR FRIENDSLIST AND I DONT HAVE THEM ON MINE, PLEASE LET MEH KNOW, ITS DUE TO THE FACT IVE NOT REALISED UNTIL KNOW.
==================================================
dont forget ya all awesome artists in what you do whether drawing, poetry etc ya all rock!
------------------------------
omg thankyou so much to for
subscribing me for a birthday prezzie!
your so kind ^^
--------------------
anyways thanks to for letting meh know, they are offically gonna bring out kingdom hearts in 3 or 4 years time.

they dont know whether its gonna be on all gaming platforms but it might be ^_^

----------------------
which country do ya live in? ( just tell me which one and ill add it in, if ya want ^_^

UK





SINGAPORE


USA






AUSTRALIA




IRELAND


ROMANIA


CANADA


NEW YORK



ITALY



MEXICO

--------------------------
im asking for peoples birthdays when yours?
birthdays

JANUARY
-8th
-13th
:Cyndersbrother:- 18th
-24th
FEBRUARY
-9th
-19th
-21st
-26th
MARCH
-16th
APRIL
-9th
-11th
-17th
MAY
-14th
- 26th
-23rd
JUNE
-11th
-19th
JULY
- 3rd
-26th
AUGUST
- 2nd
-11th
SEPTEMBER
-5th
-25th
OCTOBER
- 5th
-28th
-30th
NOVEMBER
-22nd
- 20th
DECEMBER
-15th
- 22nd

me and have been having a chat on the matter of the kingdom hearts 3! because they might not be bringing it out, because of people not buying ps3's.
we would be glad for your suppport. please go to soras profile link , click on the journal, and say you want to join^^ thanks for all ya help^^ if ya helped XD

--------------------------
PEEPS WHO ARE AWESOME FRIENDS(THEY DONT GO IN ANY FRIENDSHIP ORDER)AND BRILLIANT ARTISTS:akaaka
::::::::iconspyroflamesredbum:::iconcynder-and-spyro-faniconalexsangirl:::aka:

:icongrishmisha:

clubs im in

okay first off ive not been online cause ive been busy with college work. hope no ones forgetten me! plus: i love the artwork people!
amazing work, so, coz im having a shitty week with trying to look at everyones,
ill be going to each persons page and personally checking out your works, im not trying to be snobby or anything, but ive got limtited time left, comps going off for a week...so i cant be online as much which sucks

sencondly: well, ive not posted any deviations online..with anyones cause ive not got the time the end of my college year is closing in and its getting hetic.

thirdly: ill break it down for ya all:

~ im still me no one else
~ im working on the requests as i write this
~ im trying to go through everyones work and trying to comment + reply
~ im sorry for my absence i still love ya all my friends!
~ im loving the new work people!
~ill try to go through everyones work as i can
~ my heads in a whole new fucking universe
~ having some probs, but ill get over them
~ ill try and post some artwork online as soon as i can
~ keep up the work people!

loves ya x
rach